Some reflexions with a prayer

Come and guide me guardian angel, father, blood. Come and save me from this mission I don’t get to hold up, chose. Tell me please what I should do. My wings are broken, my hearts so heavy is becoming like you, ashes. Let me be God, your daughter, let me have words and sentences I could understand. Let me be your follower, don’t let me be my own enemy. I don’t want to fall in a gray shadow of the past or just an imagination from the future. I hear the music and see you flying oh feelings, thru my window, near you. You hold me up when I was dying, you gave me a reason and now I’m again alone. Like a felon of my own decisions, like a pain receiver. A song says only a person that suffers will be able to cure broken hearts. I can see that. Let me be your pacifier, your savior, let me be your wings. You are now on my hips, forever. And I just don’t know what to feel. Confused as in a labyrinth that saved me. Alone like a letter waiting for someone to release it. Let me be loved oh father, loved and mostly brave. I want to be free, but I guess my own chain is my misery. My misery is my salvation and my creations, my legacy. Let it be love in the world, let me be. Let the words come of my mind, pass to my hands. Let it be normal, I guess, for a girl like me to write will tears clean this keyboard. Make me believe in my mission. Help me say no. Help me now that I am seeing a path that doesn’t exist. Help me be someone you would be proud of. Don’t go never of the seats you used to sit to wait for me. Don’t let me forget how you sang to me. Don’t let me forget how your trusted me, because only then I felt really loved, only then I felt God, only then I didn’t feel abandoned. Now that I don’t have you, I miss you. But I see you in everything I do, and ask myself what would you do? I do not ask for pity, don’t ask for miracles. I just want to let my insecurities away, I want to speak out loud, I don’t want to be afraid. I want to save the world, but now, who in the world will save me.
Love me for me, oh father like always. And in this father’s day I don’t hear you, let me be near you for a moment. Don’t just appear, just come inside me and make me feel. Make me feel a reason, make me feel my angel, make me feel needed. Let the night be my watcher, let the day be my hope. Let the names be my obstacles, let my sun to be love. Even if I’m alone again father, please help me. Don’t let me forget you, help me chose, help me talk, let God be my guide, let me be the girl you saved once upon a time. Let me be your daughter again, help my pride, let me cry, but most of all let my soul fly, let my fears die, let my spirit rise.

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